So … I’m official, I guess.
Anyone who’s been reading my blog with any regularity over the last three years knows I’ve been working on my novel, TIED for quite a while. They know I went on submission about a year ago with a mixture of fear and anxiety. Somehow I made it through with a publishing contract.
Fast forward another year later, and I’m holding the print copy of TIED in my hands.
The official ARCS went out to bloggers and reviewers on Monday. The email from my publisher came over that morning, and I kind of ignored it. *continues writing TORN ignoring that TIED just released to over 200 people who are going to pick it a part.*
Wednesday night, UPS delivered the print copy (the ARC), and I just kind of stared at it while everyone else jumped around, giving me high fives, and ooh’s and aah’s.
I haven’t started the edits yet. I’m still staring at the book.
I guess I’m really doing this. Where’d the last three years go?
June 7, 2013 | Categories: A Fire Born Novel, Author, Editing To Deadlines, Fire Born Updates, J Taylor Publishing, TIED, Upcoming Releases, Writing, Young Adult Novels | Tags: ARC, Arts, Author, goal accomplishment, J. Taylor Publishing, laney mcmann, novel writing, Publish, Publishing, Publishing contract, The Fire Born Novels, TIED A Fire Born Novel, TIED by Laney McMann, YA Fiction, YA paranormal romance author, young adult book releases 2013, young adult paranormal romance, young adult urban fantasy | 4 Comments
Yep, I said that.
Getting a publishing contract is everything you’ve wanted, everything you’ve worked your ass off for, and when you sign on the dotted line, everything you’re afraid of.
It’s a truth I think a lot of authors keep under wraps because some days when you sit staring at your story, the one that has a deadline attached to it now, the one that needs to be as close to perfect as you can make it—some days, it can feel like you’ve signed yourself up to fail. The days when nothing makes sense and you wonder who in their right mind, including yourself, ever thought your story could actually sell. The days when fear seeps in and hangs on.
From the legalese of contracts, to the swell of accomplishment in your chest that is almost immediately replaced by the tightening of panic, to the real edits and real deadlines, being a contracted, and soon to be published, author is both thrilling and terrifying.
But, in those split seconds when rays of light shine through the blinds in your mind, it is incredibly gratifying. The times when, for once, there are no blue, red, or green edits marking up your pages and your comments come back with “Great!” instead of “Huh?” or “Powerful.” instead of “Make it clearer.” Those are the days when every drop of doubt and ounce of fear is worth it. The days when you’re proud as hell. Maybe they’re far and few between, but those rays of light keep the writing fire burning bright and remind you that you should feel proud, maybe even excited–even if only for a second. 😉
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